so senpai has a girlfriend. her name is sheena pennock. and she may be 'dragging' him to the winter dance. oh, and senpai told rachel not to tell me he had a girlfriend. that is all i know.
this is what i hope:
i hope she's prettier than me (not hard)
i hope she's smarter than me
i hope she's kind, and sweet
i hope she thinks of and does little things that he'd love
i hope she has a great smile, and smiles at him often
i hope she has a great sense of humor, and makes him laugh
i hope she likes the same kind of books as him, and can recommend ones he'd like
i hope she can comfort him when he has a problem
i hope she can tell his emotions from his eyes, not his words
i hope she has the same taste in music as him, and can introduce him to new bands
i hope she's Christian, so they can relate to each other through a common faith
i hope she likes hugs, giving and getting them
i hope she knows how to ski, and can teach him
i hope she likes exercise, so they can do it together
and, most of all,
i hope she's grateful to have him.
because he deserves it...
katherine, when you find a boyfriend one day, i guarantee you i won't think he's good enough for you. no boy deserves someone as amazing as you. you have an unconditional love for senpai, not even necessarily in a romantic way, but sort of like when i tell you i love you. as a friend. (we both know i am perfectly straight, thank you!) you honestly care for his wellbeing, even if that doesn't involve you, and i admire that about you. you are incredibly selfless, you know that?
ReplyDeletethat being said: senpai and sheena are happy together, as far as i can tell. i only recently started to get to know sheena, but from what i see, she is good for him. (not as good as you, but then again, i MIGHT be a little biased!) she cares about him, she's very sweet, she smiles a lot, and she's known him for a while, i think. is she smarter or prettier than you? she's pretty, yeah, but not prettier than you. (again, i'm biased, but STILL.) i'm sorry for what you're going through. but he is happy, and he desperately wants to make sure you're okay with still being his friend. you are one of his best friends, i think, and he really cares about you.
i wish i could make everything perfect, but i can't. i can say that while i think you two would perfect together in a romantic way, your'e also perfect together as friends. you might still have a chance in the future, but whether you cling to that chance or move on (as much as you don't believe me, there are plenty of boys that would be thrilled to have you), or to back off for a little while and relish in singledom (...), well, that's up to you. i don't really have any advice in that arena. :(
I LOOOOOVEEE YOUUU!!! :D