hypersensitivity (especially to sound, and i have sensitive ears already! T.T)
persistent headaches
and insomnia
plus the emotional symptoms; irritation at trivial things, crying my eyes out whenever i think of certain things, classic depression symptoms, distancing myself from people, oh and paranoia. and claustrophobia.
i'd say i think i'm going insane... but everything i've ever read on the subject says that one shouldn't be aware of the process.
oh, rachel? what were you trying to tell me today? you said something about me 'not seeing' something, didn't you? will you email me?
ok, that's really all i have to say. i just had a driving lesson in my dad's truck. that thing's scary!
yeah... that's all i have. bye!
you need help. i wish i could give it to you, but that's beyond me. :( i pray for you every day though, and for your parents to open their eyes and realize a) how lucky they are to have you, b) you and your brother are special for different reasons, and c) your problems are not just a cry for attention, they are REAL and DEVASTATING.
ReplyDeleteand about yesterday, it wasn't that important. sorry bout that.