Yesterday:
went to Rev Gen with Rachel and Kaitlyn (and Rachel's youth group). it was epic.
the Skillet performance in the end made me laugh, made me cry, and made me headbang so much my neck still aches.
Today:
I was doing summer homework when Chibi-chan and Tobi-kun called me. we went to the mall and hung out, then went to a restaurant by my house to eat dinner. After that, we went to Chibi-chan's house to watch Howl's Moving Castle, which both Tobi-kun and I love, and Chibi-chan hadn't seen.
at around the end of the movie, it was getting late, so it was decided that we had to go home. I didn't know the way to Tobi-kun's house, so Chibi-chan took him home and I just drove myself.
when I got home, I watched tv with my brother for a bit, then Chibi-chan called me.
right before she dropped Tobi-kun off at his house, he kissed her.
she wanted to tell me, especially how ironic it was seeing as she had gotten over her crush on him a while ago.
i have had a crush on him since the first time i met him.
she knew.
i don't want to infect her joy with my depression, but it hurts a lot more than i thought it would.